mafuyu asahina. ([personal profile] beathollow) wrote2024-10-12 01:08 am
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i will make this pretty later
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[personal profile] timidheart 2024-12-17 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
I-I don't know. That feels... like almost too much. A-Ah, I've done nothing to earn such clothing.

[This is what has him worried, though. He suddenly has a very important responsibility and he feels out of his depth.]

Never in my entire meager existence did I think I would ever be given the title of Priest... it's quite scary. I-I only know one other priest a-and he and I are total opposites, Mafuyu-san.
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[personal profile] timidheart 2024-12-22 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
I-I don't think I could be like him if I tried...

[What a crazy thing to entertain. Trying to emulate Tatsumi-san. The thought makes him anxious for other reasons. Tatsumi had a light about him, a charisma that lead his school into a revolution. He's had followers and devouts... he doesn't know how he could possibly do the same.]

But ...is there truly a way for someone like me to be able to lead others...? I... to have others look up to me. I haven't ...not since I was ALKALOID's trainer. A-And even then, its very different to lead people in choreography than it is to lead those in faith. At least ...that is what I assume.

[He's fussing because there's suddenly so much to think about.]

Uuue... I'm not even sure where to start... and now I've been suffocating you with my wretched complaining... I'm sorry, Mafuyu-san.
Edited 2024-12-22 05:31 (UTC)
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[personal profile] timidheart 2024-12-22 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[They are a little sensitive still, yes. Her caution is appreciated.]

Yes... [It sure will but maybe he deserves it???? Have you considered that?? He does not say this outloud for once. Instead he sighs a little.]

Thank you for ...for listening to me as always. I feel much better now, even though the future feels a little scary.