No, that it even happened in the first place. Patches is crazy. There's nothing anyone can do to stop him. But... I guess we're both still weeds and we all are going to be associated with him. So, there's nothing I can do but apologize.

As for watching, I personally wasn't watching. I was terrified. I drank booze until I felt dizzy and then just stared at the ground. ...What happened definitely wasn't entertainment. But, I didn't feel like I could just run away either. Once I was there, I thought it'd draw more attention to myself if I left...

...I guess that makes me a coward, but that's how it is.